Since I havent been on deviant for quite awhile now, I am going to explain myself.

Right before school ended my friend jasmine decided she wanted to be a cheerleader for our highschool. She wanted me to try out with her, and so seeing how she asked and she was my best friend I was like sure. Even though I would never think of myself as a good candidate for this title. It's not like I'm like maega goth or super nerdy or anything, I'm just an average girl, in the middle more or less. Plus I figured I'll try out with her, try my best and all but I doubt I'd make it.

And low and behold, Jasmine and I both made the squad. I am glad I did and learning the cheers and dances is really fun. But I know without a doubt that I am the most unpopular cheerleader on the squad. lol. And let me tell ya, I have never in my life felt more self concious in my entire 16 years of living. haha.

I'm doing pretty good though for a first timer..I keep up with the other girls is all I'm sayin. And this whole summer has revolved around cheer practice and cheer fundrasiers. But its getting more fun.

The first day of school is in 2 weeks and we have a big pep rally and I'm feeling alittle freaked lol. I have to like throw a girl in the air for a stunt...and I'm damn clumsy. lol

But anyways that should explain my absence.